A first name. A last question. No.

It scares me that we'll never meet again.

Take a chance.

Lost it.

Fate?

-A-

Training the underdog

-A-

Same difference; Saturday edition.

Here's some more of my internal conflict and nonsense bullshit. Fate, predestination, serendipity... call it what you like, I believe in it. BUT, my clause is this... If you WANT something to happen, you should still have the ability to take it into your own hands, change it, manipulate it etc.
But, is it "fate" whether or not you choose to take it into your own hands? I do believe that everything happens for a reason... but there's a part of me that believes that it's fates "will", if you like, which decides the outcome. Regardless of whether or not you try harder... I'm trying to make this easier for people to understand, without it sounding too much like it's just being spat out of my brain... Okay, re-group. Is it fate whether or not you choose to take matters into your own hands? This isn't making any sense.

Damn you, internal deliberations!

-A-

Vegemite macaroons

After watching the Disney movie "Tangled", I have realised that i have been lying to myself. We all try to defy stereotypes, stand out, be independent and blah, blah, blah. But, for me, deep down... I would really like to find my prince charming. Other than that... I don't want a happily ever after.

I just want a happily-now.

-A-

Ground zero.

Life's just one big disaster.

Get messy, bitches.

-A-

Ape

Paris Wells - Lets Get It Started (Heavy Grain) from Andrew Wilson on Vimeo.

Your head's lost in the place where the sun don't shine.

Right about now, you have blurred the boundaries between arrogance and perfection. But I can see it clearly... To compromise friendship for reputation does not make you "above" anyone else, it makes me feel sorry for you. I used to envy you all, but now I know the pressures you put on each other. To look good, fit a stereotype, be absolutely perfect. If not, resulting in rejection.

I might not be perfect or cool, but at least I know where my head is.
And it's not up my ass.

-A-