Existing and living are two different things.

Breathe the air. Taste it, smell it, feel it. Take the non poisonous gas for whatever you make of it.
You're my oxygen.
I know that when I'm breathing, you're breathing.
We're breathing.
Together.

An infinite supply of possibilities.
A scent. A memory.
Thousands.
Millions.

And we held hands with the air around us. We defied this gaseous compound.
Clasped, it couldn't penetrate our grip.
Clasped, we stopped breathing momentarily.


With no air supply, we still breathe.

-A-

bunch.

You're a hypocrite.

We're pretty dysfunctional.

Love lost, love found.

Is it better to have loved and lost, or to never have loved at all? My delusional side would say "loved and lost... loved and lost"... because at least one could confirm the existence of love. But with little experience of love myself, and basing my latest change of heart on the experiences of those surrounding me, i'd say "never have loved at all". That way, ignorance is bliss. You never really know about love and nothing is really lost.

ho freak, ho.

Merry Christmas to all, and to all, a Merry Christmas. Safe to say I am more than satisfied with the goods in Santa's sack this year. Some mulah, CD's, books and a MacBook.

A MacBook.
A MacBook.
A MacBook.

Not a Maths Book, Domenique. A GOD DAMN, BRAND SPANKING NEW, SILVER, 13 INCH, WIDESCREEN M A C B O O K.

Thankyou Jesus. Thankyou Santa. Thankyou family and all those affiliated with this December 25th holiday tradition.

Yours MacBook-ly
-A-

M.I.A

Epiphany: I know the value of money. I work hard for what little money I get. I buy the things I like, without over-spending.

I don't want money to be a problem in my life. It shouldn't have to be for anyone. I don't want these restrictions in my life.

It's so god damn hard to save!

-A-

The mind of God

I have a mind protected by walls of bulletproof and soundproof glass. To prevent myself from falling and never being able to pick myself back up again. Rather, I don't let too many people in. So I don't get hurt. It's bulletproof to protect it from doubt, uncertainty. So my mind is clear and focused. So it can dream without interruption. It is soundproof to protect negativity, lack of faith in my ability. So my mind is assured. So it can think without deterrents.

I think I'll live an unbridled life. Destroy boundaries. Set my own limits. Empower the person I want to be. I'll change my mind at least ten million times. Spend big. Eat up. Party hard.

Time is no object.

-A-

A really high number

I'm the happiest kid on the planet today.
First, shock.
Realisation.
Slight disappointment.
More shock.
Regained composure.
Finally, pure happiness.

A whole lot of satisfaction.