y o u

I love that you make me smile
Yet i hate how you are the first to bring me to tears

I love looking forward to seeing you
Yet when i do, you never have much to say

I love that you call me 'ashy'
Yet i hate when you go through periods of not talking to me

Are you really worth it?
I'm telling myself you are

Am i being ignorant?
I'm telling myself it's for real

I want you to make half the effort that I'm making for you.
Can't you see that?
Is that too much to ask?

Why can you not see it?
Can you make up your mind so i know what to do!
i hate the fact that I'm relying on your feelings.

please hurry, the heart can only wait so long

the inexperienced blogger
ash
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