temporarily anyways... but none the less, blogging is still extremely refreshing.
So after a little retail therapy, everything is potentally back to "normal". maybe, although i'm not really sure what normal is anymore. i thought i did, but i was wrong. I imagined that it was normal... normal was this fictional place in my head. an oasis. What i long for.
i no longer no what normal is... a bizzare place.
A place of conformity, where you have to look, think, ac and basically BE like everyone else.
i am an individual god dammit. and i will not bow down to you and your ways. Maybe, just maybe, i am the only person who does not aspire to be like you... that's a change isn't it!
and so what if you all shun me, treat me like an outsider, or the insider. if anyone, i am the only person that you people should be able to trust. Not who you THINK you should trust, or who you HAVE to trust, or who people WANT you to trust. But i am loyal.
They're not entirely to blame. They are simple the spawn.
brainwashed probably...
but who knows? i certainly don't!
Don't worry, i'm sure my next blog will be a tad less morbid and hell of a lot more up upbeat!!! i bloody well hope so!
Until then
the inexerienced blogger
ash
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