fifteenth avenue

They say it's better to have love and to lost, than to have never loved at all. I might think otherwise. By loving, you are opening yourself up to so many opportunities... you put your whole entire heart and soul out on the line. uncovered and vulnerable. So do you enter into this 'love' (so to speak) knowing that it will be only a temporary fixation? Here's where i'm at. I am nothing but aware of your past, yet i so desire to be blind to your faults. I know that even the slightest glimpse of hope will generally end badly. That's what happened last time, and the time before that, and the time before that. Who's to say it won't happen this time again? nobody. So it probably will happen. again.
With this in mind... will this be ANOTHER temporary fixation? or are you serious this time?

But does this mean that i'm close minded? well, no.
I guess i'm just not really sure anymore.

hmmm. i began writing this blog knowing which direction i was heading, but now i have no idea to be quite frank.

oh well.

yours in another world,
the inexperienced blogger
ash
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